LEHRER, amaranthine

[Amaranthine Lehrer]

I go by (I'mNotVenturingInside), and my time zone is (Twilight zone ->). I found this site by (th The Outer limits). You can contact me ( AIM, & email).

`time to figure, time to sin
your time is done when you begin*

NAME:

Amaranthine "Amy" Lehrer.

AGE:

27.

GENDER:

female.

SEXUALITY:

Straight

SPECIES:

gifted.

NATIONALITY:

German/English

OCCUPATION:

Teacher at a school for "gifted children"... Self-employed Con Artist and thief

`live for suffer, live for revenge
know your life comes to an end*

APPEARANCE:

She has light to dark brown hair that tends to fall just around her shoulders. she's a tall enough girl at 5'10". She had light grey-brown eyes and a soft sweet smile. It's not quite rare but never really over. She always looks like she's thinking about something, as if there is some deep dark secret hidden behind those eyes. She doesn't quite have that air of innocence about her that she once carried. however, no own would suspect this sweet girl of anything from her appearance. After all, she's a school teacher with a bright little 6 year old that seems to be her little shadow. The two aren't often apart. She was given two demonic marks on that fateful night that her daughter was.."conceived"...one on her shoulder and another lighter pale one on her wrist.She tried to get them removed but she couldn't. sometimes they almost seem to feel like they're burning...she's never quite sure why or what causes it.

CELEB CLAIM:

Natalie Portman.

`taste the blood, taste your fate
swallow your pride with your hate*

PERSONALITY:

Resilient-She can make it through almost anything. She doesn't give in quickly and she's been through enough in her life to know how to keep on fighting.

Smart: Yes, she has a photographic memory,and she can gain knowledge but she knows how to use it too. She wasn't always the wisest girl around, but experience is an amazing teacher.

Quiet: She doesn't have a lot to say. She's out going but she keeps things close to the vest most times.

Curious: Old habits die hard. She's still as drawn to the little mysteries as much as she ever was. Now she just knows better than to go looking for trouble. She has a daughter to look out for now.

Outgoing: She's a friendly girl and doesn't really let any inhibitions hold her back from what her goals are.

OptimisticPessimistic:She had high hopes for the future an d a tendency to look on the better side of things. She once believed in hope but she's basically lost all faith in anything. She's just living for no particular reason. She has no real passion for life anymore...she's just floating through.

Secretive/arcane: she isn't quite to reveal everything that's going on in her life , and for good reason.Not everyone needs to know what her child might be...adn that she doesn't know who its father is.

Quite dark Amy is a little...tainted. Things were done with and to her in the past by her demonic friend. She still has a bit of residual darkness scaring her Aura, and still seems to be drawn to the creatures of the shadows at times. It has an effect on her sometimes..she can become a little prone to anger or other more volatile or dark emotions.

LIKES:

Ghosts, flowers, midnight, teaching, reading, light shows, concerts, music. symphonic metal, death metal, darker classical music, bach, vivaldi,harp, drums, other languages, angels, demons, fluffy things, wild animals, being a mom, a good thrill to make her feel alive, distractions.

DISLIKES:

eating a lot, killing(anymore). her past, that she doen't even know what her daughter is, That darker side of her personality, doing messy arts and crafts with 1 year olds,falling for a lie, being stalked, people who are naturally resistant to her, seeing people cry, losing control, that she cant get rid of her marks.

SECRETS:

Has no idea who her daughter's father is (or what he is), Did some really bad things in her past (even murder). is being hunted by someone(something)... She spent a year being brutalized.

FEARS:

Being taken again, her daughter turning out to be some monster worst than she was, running into her parents again, going back the the person she was, Demons

DREAMS:

Keep other kids from falling into the same trouble she did (especially her daughter). give her girl a good home. Find some kind of redemption for what she did.. To find a way to survive again.

STRENGTHS:

Good liar, Manipulation, open hearted, determined, strong, her powers, can be seductive, intelligent, experienced, mother's instinct..

WEAKNESSES:

Has a mind that is susceptible to control...especially by demons, being tainted by demons her emotions get out of whack sometimes, She gets very bad insomnia from over use of her powers, she has trouble focusing sometimes, curiosity, her daughter, can be a little power-hugry, the demon that's looking for her, she has a hard time being completely honest sometimes(secretive).

`your last breath, your last stance
the last of all in your command*

HISTORY:

History? This girl has one...and it is far less than ...perfect. Everyone makes mistakes though, even the kind of mistakes that destroys lives. Oh no, not her life. It's probably better now than it had ever been. Well, except for the having to keep an eye over her shoulder, people could easily say that her life was just short of perfect.


Well of course she was born, as are most creatures in that little realm they call reality. She was always...different. Well , yes ther was that whole "gifted " thing but that was normal where she was from. No , she was different in other ways. She was curious. So easily lured in by dark little things that she was supposed to turn away from. If there was an open flame...she had to touch it. If it burned her...she still had to touch it again to find out why. Pain wasn't much of the concern. She wasn’t a bad child..just curious. Her parents couldn’t quite tell the difference though


As she grew older , she started to discover something about the nature of the world...the more knowledge one could garner...the more power they could have. And power...was very tempting. Especially when you had the ability to enter into people's minds. She wouldn't classify herself as a mind reader... she could just see and touch things that other people couldn't. It was hard to explain. It didn't really help to keep her out of trouble. Especially when one dark creature took a special liking to her talents… As s teenager her parents just didn’t have much of the time to be bothered with her, and she didn’t care for the containment they required from her. She wanted to get out and actually do things. They were content with staying in their little community and teaching. Teaching was somewhat of a family tradition and one that she didn’t want to be part of. So wen someone came around offering her a way out. She was more than happy to take it.


Oh he was the classic seductive demon, A conartist by trade and a murderer by nature… in all means and forms a hedonist. The man took what he wanted from whom he wanted. She took to his charm quite readily. She was bored of her life with her parents. They were teachers for goodness sake. At 18 she ran off with him. Joined his little band of criminals. At first it was mostly parties and expensive cloths.. yacht rids around the world, all the adventure and intrigue a girl could wish for. Not to mention the darkness and secrets that she discovered about the darker side of life. After a few months things started to change. He started asking her to do things. At first it was small things…such as manipulating a bank clerk… giving someone false memories to make a con easier… or memorizing codes to a vault or password. It moved even deeper to using her to lure in prey for him to “feed” even to manipulating people to their deaths…at his or even their own hand. By that time…the pleasures of this new life of her was wearing rather thin. Guilt started to touch her. She knew what she was doing. She knew what she had become. When she would try to refuse to do something…she soon found the true nature of her …friend. He’d threaten her…in the most subtle of ways. Things had started to change drastically after she ahd been with him for those two years. It was even stranger when she had woken up in a hotel room chained to a bed surrounded by candles and strange symbols ,and completely at a loss for where she was or what she was doing there. The months following she became more and more ill. Until, well certain signs began to show. She was pregnant.

She tried to get away from the group but he wouldn’t let her leave. He didn’t even allow her to leave his home without him and when he did it was for one of his con’s or other less than moral activities. When her daughter was born, the birth almost killed her. She knew that she couldn’t let her little girl grow up in that lifestyle. Using one of the methods she had learned from him., she druged him to make him susceptible then used her ability on him to put the memory of her death into his mind. She then escaped and went back home to her parents with her little girl in arms. They wre rather quick to reject her. Oh the had easily discovered what she had been up to. It wasn’t hard when they could read her mind. They didn’t bother trying to see details. They wren’t about to let some demon worshiping murderous Wh*re into their home. They did give her some money and sent her on her way.

It took a while for her to get settled possible because every were she went, she’d almost swear she could feel someone following her: some dark aura. At first she spent most of her time as a nomad with her daughter. She’d skip from hotel to motel… living off whatever little money she could scrounge up with odd jobs or on occasion a bit of charm. When she couldn’t find a hotel she’d sneak into the library of schools to have somewhere safe to sleep for the night. However, sleep was never something that she .managed to do well. So she’d read. With a photographic memory she had managed to retain information quite readily.

As she wandered , she found her way into a secluded gifted community in New jersey. They offered to help her get back on her feet. She didn’t really have any formal degrees, but she did have all of the information. Well, with a bit of manipulation and impressive quotes she was able to convince someone in the community to forge some college papers for her and she took a job as a teacher in the community. It wasn’t the most glamorous job, but she didn’t care. Life wasn’t about just experiencing it…it was about living…and loving. At least that’s what she had learned. She wanted to help other gifted kids learn how to stay safe. She taught more than just science math and English… she thought safety and helped teach the students to control their powers…and about the darker nature of both their powers and the monsters that lurked in the corners. After working for 3 years she was able to move into a town house in Essex with her little girl . It’s a bit of a commute to get to work every day , but it’s worth he drive especially for her daughter to have the chance to learn how to control her growing abilities. Yes, her daughter seemed to have very…peculiar abilities. Not to mention the very dark aura around the child. It scares her sometimes still…reminds her of her old…”friend” . Not that the little girl isn’t an angel…but perhaps… there’s something else hidden beneath that sweet surface. Amy had made up her mind that she’d ensure the girl would grow up being able to control that darker side of herself.

-update-
Her child died of some strange unknown illness. She quit her job and went into a rather deep depression.
She was found only a few weeks later by the demon with whom she'd worked with so many years before. He claimed her and forced her to once again work for him..coning manipulating and stealing from and often harming people. He had made her provide him with an heir before releasing her and taking the child after almost a year of misery and torture. He'd found another telepathic human that was easier to control and far more willing to stand up to the task. .

FAMILY LIFE:

Parents=Alive
Daughter= 6 yesrs old and 1/2 Higher Demon

OTHER:

Can see and touch (manipulate) thoughts/auras… construct and place memories. . Learns quickly due to this it lets her practically absorb information (photographic memory), has no shields from people who can do mind control. She’s a bit tainted by demonic rituals that were used on her , this causes her to be a a little volatile at times and draws her to darker nature.
Her daughter is half demon. She’s not a bad kid, but she has some tendancies toward violence , anger, greed and such .

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