KASSIMIR, belinda

[Belinda Kassimir 'S']

I go by (Invy), and my time zone is (east/cent). I found this site by dark whispers. You can contact me ([e-mail]).

`time to figure, time to sin
your time is done when you begin*

NAME:

Belinda ( Sweet Serpent) Kassimir. She goes by 'S' among her worshipers.

AGE:

300 appears 24

GENDER:

Female

SEXUALITY:

Straight? pan?She doesn't really care. She will take anyone to get what she wants.

SPECIES:

Demon/ Snake-shapeshifter

NATIONALITY:

Welsh

OCCUPATION:

Musician/ Cult leader/lawyer

`live for suffer, live for revenge
know your life comes to an end*

APPEARANCE:

She has golden brown hair and sun-kissed ivory skin.Here hair hangs low beneath her shoulders and is often kept rather perfectly. She keeps everything about her appearance perfect. She has to look like the goddess she is. Her eyes are usually a hazel-green color. However, if she his feeding or 'affecting' someone's emotions they will become green slits. This may sometimes even flash when she loses control of her emotions.She stands at 5'10" and she has an athletic bodytype- again she has to appear perfect. She has a snake birthmark on her shoulder. She had it infused with gold as a tattoo.

CELEB CLAIM:

Rachel Weiz.

`taste the blood, taste your fate
swallow your pride with your hate*

PERSONALITY:

Kind and loving( more-so cold and cruel)- Well she used to be loving, now , not so much. She still has a warm place in her heart for saving humanity but she is merciless in her actions to get there. When it comes to children though she will protect them even at a cost to her desires.
She will however treat people kindly as long as it benefits her.
Controlling- If it is her will, it has to be right. What she wants to happen will happen , at any and all costs. She would rip her own heart out if it meant getting what she wants. She would do even worse to someone else. She wants to rule the world.

Somewhat Sadomasochistic/borderline personality disorder - She loves pain. It strengthens her. She loves being mistreated and abused. However, she may turn around and punish anyone who would dare harm or abuse her. It is a lose lose situation with her. She will often find someone to satisfy her lust for pain and abuse. She will however eventually completly switch personalities on them and likely kill them for hurting her. She cannot see that she was the one who asked for the pain at that point.

Lonely- She wants to be loved. She wants someone who worships her because the love her and not just because they should.
Insane- This should be quite obvious by now. She is obsessive with people. She takes OCD to a completely new level. She can't comprehend what is wrong with her thinking and reason completely bypasses her. She doesn't even realize that she relishes in the destruction she causes. she is somewhat multipolar at times.

Manipulative- She is good at hiding her insanities. Anyone who meets her will think she is another loving soul who only wishes to help them. She learns who people are and what they need. She gives it to them but in a way that she can use it against them later.
Intense- with everything...she has to do it 100 times concentration. she puts her soul into everything she does good or bad.

Pleasant- yes it is another front... sort of... a whisper of her old self or who she could have been surfaces sometimes. She will act like a fun loving playful person, and she will be that person until it is no longer convenient...then watch out.

LIKES:

Power, Obedient people, rewarding her followers, Killing her opposition, sunshine, Men who are more powerful than her, Making people weak, the taste of desire, sorrow, anger,and pain;Manipulation, when her plan goes well,butterflies, snakes,kittens,sunshine, being loved and attention.

DISLIKES:

Disobedience, being overpowered for a long period of time, Loneliness, watching children suffer, The taste of a child's sorrow, her ex-brother-in-law, lies, humanity, angels, and being ignored..

SECRETS:

She is still in love with her ex-husband.

FEARS:

Death, permanent loss of control, not succeeding.

DREAMS:

Ruling and being worshiped as a goddess, and thus bringing her order to humanity. Having Emrys back and having a family with him.

STRENGTHS:

Her leadersip- she can take control of people rather well. She sharp tongue( figuratively and literally(well her venomous fangs anyway), her love of pain-she is hard to hurt don't even try torturing her...it would make her stronger. Her motivation, Manipulation, her followers/worshipers, Her tight constricting grasp.

WEAKNESSES:

Her hunger for power,Emrys, her own emotions-they are easy to use against her,birds, fire,children,loneliness.

`your last breath, your last stance
the last of all in your command*

HISTORY:

Belinda was born half shifter in northern Wales to a rather large family. She was 7 when her father, who was a shape-shifter, died from plague, leaving her with her mother and 7 much younger brothers,ranging from age 4 to 1. She had no knowledge of her shifting abilities. She often ended up caring for the children as her mother spent her days at pubs and nights at the brothel. When Belinda was 15 the mother returned home and announced that she was getting married. They were all to relocate to London to live with a gentleman. The man was rather affluent and required a strict lifestyle from the children and especially Belinda. She was to learn music and arts. She was often given chores as one of the servants but required to present herself as a lady in public. He also required her to tend to his more nefarious desires. Her mother allowed him to do whatever he wished with the girl. To keep the family striving and Belinda performed every task willingly. She saw it as her duty to provide for and keep the family strong. She never held any malice to anyone, except for her stepfather. She would often find escape in caring for pet snakes that she would collect. She always had a penchant for them. It was with them that she eventually discovered her ability to shift into a snake. She, however kept this a secret from everyone.


She became a very good musician at 20. She was quite talented at whatever she put her hands to. She was even allowed to perform in public, which was very taboo for a woman. She often would take the money she earned and give it to poor struggling families. She would also care for and help women who were struggling to save their families. While doing this she ran into
Emrys. He was a healer at the time. And unknown to her an angel.There were many people dying from the plague and she volunteered as his assistant. He was taken by her beauty, passion, and kindness. She fell desperately in love with him. He was the only person who had ever treated her with kindness. When her stepfather noticed the attachment he forbade her from helping Emrys. He began to abuse her nightly.

However, her stepfather soon became ill with the plague as well and passed it on to her mother and her. Her brothers tried to care for them despite her protesting but they soon contracted the disease and died. Emrys spent much time trying to find her after she had disappeared but it was too late. The whole family was dead save for her. He healed her. She asked him how he was able to heal people so easily. He explained to her that he was an angel of life. Belinda then begged him to give here eternal life, to keep her young forever. She never wanted to have to suffer through death again. It had caused so much pain to her family, she feared it greatly. She also wanted to have a chance to change and protect the world. She wanted to do it by his side.
He agreed and gave her what she wished for despite it being against protocol. He kept her young by healing her almost daily.

They married about a year later. She always had a somewhat controlling nature but Emrys didn't mind. He knew what she was coming from. They began to travel together healing the sick and tortured. The more she saw of pain the more she grew to see those who caused the pain as her stepfather. Every war and cruel act she saw twisted her mind against humanity. She began to believe that mortals needed more guidance. They needed to obey someone, but not anyone. She felt that only she could be the one to heal mankind of their cruelty. That is when she adopted the alter ego of Meg. The goddess of life, music, and serpents. She would use her "immortality" and shifting as proof of her godhood and anyone who openly denied her would meet their end at the mouth of a poisonous snake or wrapped in a boa's coil. Emrys ignored most of the signs pointing to her. He didn't want to believe that she was the one who had been killing innocents. Her actions soon became more bold. She began to try to control Emrys. Not only in the marriage but also who he healed and let die. He refused to pander to her. As her followers grew so did her taste for destruction. She began to order raids on villages just to make an example of one person inside. She saw her actions as just. They were only sacrifices for a greater good. Her greater good. She knew what was best.


When the council told her husband what she was doing he was sent to kill her. She looked up into his eyes and pleaded with him. He couldn't kill her so he striped her of the gift he gave her. When her followers realized that she wasn't immortal they tortured her to the edge of death over a period of months. Several of them had given up their wives and families as sacrifices to her and they wanted to punish her. When she was finally at her last breath a demon came to her. She offered Belinda the opportunity to have the power she wanted. The cost was her control, control of herself- her emotions. This left Belinda with a hunger for the emotions of others. She could even feed off of her own if they were strong enough. It was emotions that would give her power.

Belinda spent the next few centuries creating an underground cult of worshipers ,Who believe that one day their goddess known as "S" would rise to power and save humanity by bringing order to the world. She also continued to search for and follow Emrys. After her presumed death, he went through a phase of anger and hate. She continued to follow him and worked to incite his pain. She hoped that it would bring him back to her. She hated the positive influence that his brother had on him. When he recovered she had all but lost hope. She still continued to follow him and work on gathering worshipers along the way.

She also went to school in 1998 and graduated with a law degree.She moved to Essex in 2007. She lives in the affluent side of Essex and she is considering running in an election to become a Governor.

FAMILY LIFE:

Ex-Husband= Emrys
Mother-Gwen Collin-smith/Deceased by plague
Father-Mitchel Collin/Deceased by plague
7 brothers/ deceased by plague
Stepfather-Evan smith/ Deceased by plague

OTHER:

She has a dangerous venom which she uses to kill or torture disobedient people, and she feeds off of strong emotion. She feeds off of the good and bad emotions.she however prefers Lust, sorrow, pain and anger.

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