HAWTHORNE, zerah

[Zerah Hawthorne]

I go by (Razek), and my time zone is (central). I found this site by (Been here before). You can contact me (PM and AIM).

`time to figure, time to sin

your time is done when you begin*

NAME:

Zerah Hawthorne.

AGE:

22.

GENDER:

Female

SEXUALITY:

Straight

SPECIES:

Angel.

NATIONALITY:

American

OCCUPATION:

Model and part time scientist

`live for suffer, live for revenge

know your life comes to an end*

APPEARANCE:

Zerah is a young woman with long, silky, light brown hair, normally tied back in a ponytail with a colorful ribbon depends on what she is wearing; or she lets it lose cascading down her shoulders and almost reaching her waist. Eyes? they are aqua, but not a normal hue of aqua, they are wonderfully brilliant and shiny, enchanting irises. Her skin is soft and warm, her lips rosy and delicate. Her body is beautifully carved. Long strong legs, wide hips, sensual abdomen, small waist, regular breasts, and feminine shoulders. Thin arms and a delicate neck. Her face features ever so delicate. Her favorite colors for her outfits are green, purple, brown, lilac specially, blue and white. Zerah prefers T-shirts, jeans and her white robe over all the fancy outfits in her dresser, but she can’t disappoint her parents by refusing them. Zerah is a sensual woman with a stunning beauty, hint why her step parents pushed her into the modeling life. A beautiful flower, but a poisonous one..

CELEB CLAIM:

Natalia Vodianova.

`taste the blood, taste your fate

swallow your pride with your hate*

PERSONALITY:

Awefully Smart. Kind. Sensible. Serious. Silent. Diffident. Those are the 6 adejectives that best describe her personality. It is not because she wants it that way, it is because life has made her this way. She is a loner, better be alone than to be betrayed. Her father…mother…brother…were all gone so she needed no one else than Sethan now. Expressionless sometimes, specially around her parents…she barely shows any emotion at all, that way the ones surrounding her would never see what makes her happy or what makes her sad, no strengths no weaknesses, try to beat something like that, but when she is with her friends, things Change. Zerah is indeed emotionally sensible. However not always works this way… Numb? Numb to her surroundings when she is concentrated in something. She could hear someone screaming while she reads and she would hardly care (depending on who’s screaming and where she is, since in her house many people scream). It could be a storm falling down on her and yes she’ll look for shelter but would enjoy the moment, will live her present, be the…Now. Cold? She is not the goofy silly girl that will hold an idiot smile on her façade all the time. Serious? No jokes, no kidding, straight to the point. Silent? She won’t speak unless she needs or has to. Diffident, she won’t trust in you easily, it will take a lot to gain her trust. All in all, Zerah is a good girl, a tad diffident and but really warm and loving if you give her the chance. Extremely kind and good hearted, and overly curious.

LIKES:

Physics. Quantum Physics. Plants. Experimenting. Books. Animals. Science. Silence. Loyal friends. Men. Shirts, jeans and tennis shoes. Lab robes. Night. Stars. Moon. Black. Brown. Green. Sethan. Kids. Music. Walking around in open areas. Playing. Sports. Has a weird interest in weapons. Chatting. Talking. Feeling liked. Feeling loved. Hugs. Kisses. Love. Care. Loyalty. Devotion. Trust. Smiles. Safety. Running. Having Fun! Plants. Butterflies!...

DISLIKES:

List Modeling. Lies. Her home. Horror movies. Stupid comments. Fire. Asthma. B*tches. Show offs. High Society. Alcohol. Over Crowded places. Mango. Fear. Heighs. Horror movies. Ghosts. Unknown. Darkness a tad. Her own wings. And fears Jonathan her brother.

SECRETS:

She is an angel. Has healing magic she doesn’t know how to use very well. She has her very own little lab in the basement of her house where no one ever goes. Jonathan abuses her. Her wings have been torn many times. Only Jonathan knows she is an angel. She always sleeps with a little light on. Tries to be happy but hasn’t found happiness yet. She hates romantic movies and books cause they make her feel jealous and sad

FEARS:

Darkness, Jonathan, being alone, never finding her ‘special someone.’ghosts.death. the unknown sometimes..

DREAMS:

Of becoming a renown scientist and discover the secrets in the quantum and bio physics fields. She dreams of quitting her modeling career but her parents wouldn’t allow her to. She dreams about her real family…about why they abandoned her? Another dream is finding someone who cares and loves her for who she is and how she is, she dreams for love, for companion and for a happy life…a life in which she’ll be able to do what she wants.

STRENGTHS:

Her will. Neurons. Soul. Spirit. And Heart. I think its enough to say, but she also has great perseverance, she doesn’t lie much, she is loyal, smart, kind, and protective. .

WEAKNESSES:

Her terror for darkness, asthma, she is sensible so she gets hurt easily even if she doesn’t show it. She is scared of losing what she has and being abandoned again. She is also scared of fire, so she doesn’t like being near it. Candles are an ok, but campfires, chimneys, lighters, are a no no 

`your last breath, your last stance

the last of all in your command*

HISTORY:

Zerah was abandoned by her parents when she was very young and was left at the door of one of the wealthiest families of Essex where she currently lives. Two angels had left her at the mercy of a mortal family. An unwanted product. The couple who lived there decided to adopt her and give her their last names; they had only one child, and that was Jonathan, who is 3 years older than Zerah. Thomas her adoptive father runs a clothing trademark and a modeling agency. The Hawthorned gave Zerah a full education all the way to a Bachelors degree in Environmental Engineering. Watching his adoptive daughter grow with outstanding beauty and gorgeous postures, he introduced her into the modeling career. Zerah is greatly thanked for all of what they’ve given to her, so she couldn’t refuse. One day while walking around downtown she found a menagerie from where she rescued Sethan, a baby lion cub. She registered him and got an exotic animal license to keep him while he was old enough to fend for himself. She has always enjoyed studying and experimenting more than modeling and all that kind of busy fancy life. She spends time in her house’s library studying, reading, doing calculus, etc. Zerah has an outstanding intelligence, her curiosity about physics and the world is the main reason of such thing. However, there is one thing she’ll never tell, Jonathan is abusive, physically, mentally, and sexually, but Zerah won’t tell her parents. Why? Jonathan’s threat…if she tells them, he’ll tell them about her work as a scientist, how she secretly spends hours studying and how she walks into town without permission, walking around the lower class beings...and the biggest threat: she isn't human. Yes, her parents love her, but they don’t like all that scientific stuff and she was scared they would disown her if they knew she wasn't human. Zerah's parents pay her studies, but they do not know that she is studying a Master in Engineering; they are too busy to care about that. Both her mother and father travel too much and with their company growing exponentially as it is, their main focus remains on their work and not precisely their children. So this is a very summarized version of Zerah’s story.

FAMILY LIFE:

Her adoptive parents: Thomas Hawthorne and Shana Lahaye. And Jonathan her step brother

OTHER:

This character was already accepted in the site. I am just rejoining ^.^;;

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