AMSEL, bryn

[Bryn Amsel]

I go by (Macabre), and my time zone is (E). I found this site by (the whispers of death). You can contact me (AIM, or PM).

`time to figure, time to sin
your time is done when you begin*

NAME:

Bryn Amsel.

AGE:

(73)28.

GENDER:

female.

SEXUALITY:

Straight

SPECIES:

Shapshifter-Nightingale/angel

NATIONALITY:

German/south african

OCCUPATION:

Housekeeper/Pet/ Singer.

`live for suffer, live for revenge
know your life comes to an end*

APPEARANCE:

She has a light air about her. Her hair her movements all seem to be as if they were on air. she's almost always wearing a smile, even at her saddest moments. She rarely has a bright or heavy smile unless she's laughing, it's always there an slight...but ever present. her hair is light brown/blonde. She has dark blue/grey eyes that are always light and dancing, but most wen she's singing. She has a light and graceful form that reaches to 5'6". She never really seems to be sitting still. She's almost always moving. Though she's spent most of her time in her bird form. She's hardly ever slept in a real bed, and in some ways she likes it. She tends to be content with what she has. as a bird she has perhaps an even more graceful form. She's almost some kind of ethereal creature. Especially when she sings. She almost seems to be a part of the wind when she flies. she has a very slight German/english accent

CELEB CLAIM:

Gwyneth Paltrow.

`taste the blood, taste your fate
swallow your pride with your hate*

PERSONALITY:

Light: She is a good bright person.
Naive: She is quick to trust people and she takes them at their word. Hey, if they lie that's on them not her.
Pleasant:she's a nice person to be around and she always like bringing a smile to other's faces.
Open: She isn't one to judge or turn away from people.
Talkative: She's not one to keep silent for very long.
Outgoing: She likes to explore the world and she has a bit of curiosity. She can even be a little too outgoing. She lacks self preservation sometimes.
Playful: She's a happy go lucky type girl sometimes. She likes having fun and doing whatever she can for a laugh or smile.
Kind-Hearted Her one goal in this world is to make people happy it seems. She doesn't really hold grudges. and Hate isn't something that she is capable of.
Stubborn/impatient She it comes down to it she is determined. She didn't give up on anything easily. She a pretty strong and enduring woman. She can also be rather good at manipulated her circumstances. She's a hard one to break.
Understanding/obedient she's pretty good and knowing people. She's trusting and she is willing to give even the worst person a chance at proving themselves better than they seem. She also has a bit of her pet like nature in her. She takes orders well most of the time despite how stubborn she is. Though once in a while she may rebel if she has the desire.
Strong/well-temperedShe can become a bit of a firecracker if she's pushed to it. She's a stronger girl than people might think. She has a strong will though she is willing to sacrifice it at times. She doesn't get angry easily and her anger tends to come out with a bit of fury but then tapers down. However, if someone breaks her heart she isn't quick to give them a second chance.
.

LIKES:

playing, music, cleaning, flying, nature, fruits, pillows, anything fluffy, cars, jewlry, anything shiny, horror movies, making new friends, cooking, singing, writing, adventure, being in her bird form, being a pet, her owner, serving outers, bringing peace, being pampered, having someone that cares about her .

DISLIKES:

cruelty, jerks, liars, being quiet, death, dogs, not being able to fly, loud hard noises,seeing people cry, being lost.

SECRETS:

She was pregnant once and was tied down and forcibly aborted by one of her owners. She killed someone once. she's older than she seems. She kinda has a crush on her owner , still has that necklace..

FEARS:

being alone, not having an owner, getting lost, silence, not being able to fly

DREAMS:

To maybe find a reason to have her own life one day..maybe even the whole family thing. maybe to love someone who won't have to leave her. to never be alone again

STRENGTHS:

Endurance, smart, outgoing, kindness, singing, connection with nature, connection with people, crafty, manipulation, can be a jack of all trades at times (capable a many different jobs ... from changing oil to cooking. singing and writing.)

WEAKNESSES:

Trusting, submissive, naive, curiousity, loyalty, fear of being alone, she can be a little clingy to peopel she cares about, she has a soft spot for her current master...maybe a bit softer than it should be.

`your last breath, your last stance
the last of all in your command*

HISTORY:

Bryn was born in South Africa, but she didn't live there long. Her family moved back to Germany when she was around 6 years old. Her mother was a nightingale shape-shifter and her father was half nightingale half angel. They were relocated to bring relief to those afflicted by the war. her father has an ability to being joy and peace to those suffering through his song. Unfortunately her parent's were killed on route by an air bomb. She had only managed to escape due to her being in her bird form.

She was lost and confused. she lived on her own for several months, she mostly just stayed as a bird and lived off of the land alone. That was until someone decided to shoot her down for the fun of it while she was flying. Thankfully they just nicked her wing, it was enough to bring her down. The little boy , however had mercy on her and took her in as his pet. The boy lived in a rather torn home. His father was a general in the German army and was rather abusive to his wife when he was there. The boy grew attached to his pet bird. It probably had to do with the strange sense of peace that came over him when she sang. As he grew more attached to her and took care of her. She became more trusting of the boy and after almost 2 years revealed what she really was. She did so after the family had relocated to a rather nice town in Switzerland.

The boy (Josef)told his mother, and the woman had a kind enough heart to take the girl in as her own. She kept the secret from her husband, but she raised the girl as a daughter for the next few years. It was a mostly comfortable life ,except for when her husband was home. As she grew older though it became harder for her to keep sheltered. The mother told her husband that they had taken in a live in maid. now that she had a bit more freedom, she started to get around and explore the world that she lived in.

She did so mostly at night, and with her best friend and still owner Josef at her side. They'd have all of the little adventures that kids could get themselves into . Though as they grew older their friendship started to change into more. She had never said anything though. To some extent she had always considered herself a pet. That was at least until his 17th birthday he kissed her. She was surprised, but she gave her heart to him readily. The relationship was known by his mother , but his father was still left in the dark.

His father's status and finance pretty much forbade their relationship from going any further. Though the mother supported it thoroughly. Sadly the woman didn't live more than 3 years after the boy's birth day. It wasn't more than a month after his wife's death that Josef's father remarried and started to pressure his son into marriage. Of course Josf refused at first. However, after his father caught him with Bryn one day things just went down hill. Josef's father forced her to live in quarters in the barn and he arragned a marriage for his son. At first Josef resisted the concept, but soon enough he started to become closer to his assigned fiance... slowly he seemed to forget about Bryn.

He had given his heart to someone else and left her's broken. She was understanding enough though. It wasn't fair of her to try to hold him back, so she left. It was hard for her, but she did it.

She flew off and left everything at the age of 20 except a small necklace that he had given her behind. She tucked the small chain in her beak while she traveled. She flew for weeks. she didn't really know where she was going but she went. She landed in a small town in France. She did odd jobs around town until she found her way into being someone's pet once more. How, well she was caught. One day while she was flying a man caught her and decided to sell her in his shop. The woman that bought her was an opera singer who had taken particular interest in the bird. Something about it's song drew her in. She knew something was off about the girl, but she didn't realize just how off until bryn attempted to escape when her cage was left open. being a bird while opening the door wasn't really going to work so she had shifted. The woman saw her. The woman was kind for the most part but she took her own agenda with the girl. She offered to care for and feed her as long as she served in her home. Bryn did so happily.

Things seemed to take a turn when her master heard her singing one day. The woman latched onto her quickly and started to train Bryn to be a professional singer. Of course she worked solely under her master and for the woman's gain , still, It was a pleasant deal because she had the chance to experience much of the amazing things that being able to accompany a famous musician had to offer. It was rather glamorous living the live of an apprentice singer. She and her master became rather close for the most part. until Bryn's talent started to become a little too recognized. It didn't help that Bryn didn't get any older as her master did in the 10 years that they had been together.

The one day that her master was replaced with her on the stage was the last day that she was in the town of France. on the day she was to perform the woman had locked her in her cage and sold her to a rather nefarious man. She had informed him to exactly what the shape-shifter was and he was happy to put her to use. He carried her over to the United states with him. He used her to make himself quite a bit of money. At first he had been rather cruel with her and treated her as a slave, but over time he became a bit kinder, he let her have some freedom and provided for her. Well , with the more money that she made him. She worked as a singer in a club that he owned. however while there she met someone. A sweet intriguing man that she fell hard for. He wasn't particularly rich , actually he was a mechanic at a local auto shop. What was he doing in a high-society jazz club? he worked there as a handy man and an electrician.

They became fast friends and in a short while longer lovers. She didn't dare allow her master to know about the affair. The man was well known to have killed for less. For almost 5 years they were able to keep their relationship a secret...that was until she became pregnant with the man's child. Her master discovered this and not only had the child aborted...by his own rather cruel means, he also set out to hunt down and kill the man that she loved. She warned him to leave but he wouldn't not without her. So he ran away with her. however that night they were intercepted by her master. He attempted to kill her lover. AS he did she managed to take his weapon off of him and shoot her master. however she hadn't seen that he managed to kill her lover before he took his last breath.

The next few years went by quite grimly. She left that town and it wasn't long until she had found a new master to live under. That time she kept herself a secret. For the 10 years that he owned her. She remained in her bird form and lived rather comfortably under him. Still, it wasn't quite enough for her.

She couldn't really see herself as staying permanently caged in. She ended up escaping and traveled to Michigan where she found work as an off-the-books lounge singer. She ran into a witch that offered to take care of her for her services. She did pretty much any odd job that the woman asked of her from using her gift to doing repairs on her 72 Oldsmobile. She was a good worker and she was content. Eventually the witch'es life came to an end in December of 2010. Bryn didn't really have anything or anywhere to go, so she did what she knew how to do ...she flew.

She flew until around January 2011 well she ended up flying into a window in Essex , NJ. It was just one of those mistakes of not paying attention. Thankfully a man picked her up and took her in. He helped her heal which happened pretty well. He offered to let her go, but she didn't really have anything or anyone to go to. She stayed. She took to cleaning his place up when he wasn't around. it was almost a game for her. she found it quite amusing . However , he happened to catch her between shifts one day. I twas awkward, but he seemed to accept her and was fine with keeping her as a pet. She offered to keep his house clean in exchange...and do any little things that she could. Though she mostly kept to the house over the year she had spent with him. On occasion she'd go out when he wasn't around and do a gig at a club or lounge for a few bits of cash. She seemed to have found a friend in her latest master, and she has no intention of leaving anytime soon. It wasn't hard for her to grow attached to him. Though, it had never been hard for her to attach herself to people.

FAMILY LIFE:

ingrid Amsel: bird-shapshifter

Johan Amsel-Angel/bird-shapshifter
parents died while she was a child.

OTHER:

As a song bird her song tend to solicit a feeling of peace. It's kind of a benefit of her angel genes...as well as her rather slow aging.

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